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Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again
From "The Phantom Of The Opera"
By: Sarah Brightman

You were once my one companion
You were all that mattered
You were once a friend and father
Then my world was shattered

Wishing you were somehow here again
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed
Somehow you would be here

Wishing I could hear your voice again
Knowing that I never would
Dreaming of you won't help me to do
All that you dreamed I could

Passing bells and sculpted angels
Cold and monumental
Seem for you the wrong companions
You were warm and gentle

Too many years fighting back tears
Why can't the past just die?
Wishing you were somehow here again
Knowing we must say goodbye
Try to forgive, teach me to live
Give me the strength to try
No more memories, no more silent tears
No more gazing across the wasted years
Help me say goodbye
Help me say goodbye...

“总在最喧闹的时候，涌上最深的寂寞，

  不敢问自己问朋友，我究竟快不快乐……”

  这首张信哲的老歌没什么好听的，但是它总是被我收录在随身听中，只为了，其中的这句话。

  一到节日我就变的脆弱不堪，太容易伤心，太容易寂寞。就像歌里唱的，我总是在该热闹开心的日子开心不起来，现在就是这样。

  所以，干脆不过节，至少自己不给自己过。包括生日。

  忘记。 知道改不了的心病，干脆就选择忘记。 忘记节日……